giving up...

hi guys recently i feel very tired studying and studying everyday.everyone thinks that i enjoy studying very much...but i dun really like to study i study because i need to study cause my mum will be angry with me if i cannot go express.sometimes i feeel like giving up not studying anymore i admit i like the feeling of being treated as a genius in my class i can feel it being the top student for the whole class.but 2 day i really feel very tire i dun feel like contuning anymore.my wishes always dun come true so why should care about it so much.i am so tire with my life nad i just want a person to take care of me and understands me who will always be there when i needed help who will always stands by me.when will that person arrive in front of me?