Touched

The channel 8 star awards has ended and the result somehow made me happy!:)
Let me tell u all why...firstly,pan ling ling got an award for best supporting actress in breakout.I was like darm touched when she went on stage and she nearly crying...I can never truly understand how she felt as waiting for 20 years for an award is really a long journey.I am really very proud of her and i hope that she will continue to work hard!:D But some awards were really like cold and you won't expect some people to be on stage.But still i congrats all winners and look forward to the next star awards!:)
sweetheart

ME

I hate this..
I hate being controlled at all times
I can't have the simplest things of all
My life is so terrible...
I am a very terrible person
So many troubles and how heartbroken am i.
I wish i was her,the power to have all those things.
Don't ask what's wrong with me
I hate that!
No one truly understand
and they never will
How much i have been suffering inside,they'll never know
I can't cry
i know i can't
but i do feel tired sometimes
I feel like crying at loud and screaming at the top of my voice
Trying hard all the times but you all will never see it
I hate myself

The show-lenka

I'm just a little bit caught up in middle life
life is a maze
And love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I tried and i don't know why
Slow it down,make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
Cause it's too much,yeah it's too much
To be something i'm not
I'm a fool out of love
Cause i just can't get enough
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i dun show it
I can't figured it out,it's bringing me down
And i know i got to let it go
And just enjoy the show!
sweetheart :D

Speech day sucks...

Speech day have just ended,it sucks!!!!!!!!!:(we have to wear that choir dress and go up and down on the stage and the worst thing is that i have to make up and wear that dress to take the prize by myself.Gosh,its so embrassing!:(((Luckily the worst day of the year have just ended,so relived!:)But now more and more troubles are coming in...Exams are coming....which is super scary!But no choice just have to face it.;(Plus lots and lots of homework!I am so stress and tired sia everyday test test test!!!I think maybe when exams are nearer cannot online so often lel,aiya!Sia!:( sweetheart

背叛

我多希望只是争吵，还能道歉和好。为什么？我不明白。。。我做错事了吗？我以为我们一直走过困难，早就相信彼此。我真的很失望。。。也再也不会相信你了。你只不过是一个失败的朋友，根本不值得我伤心。。。