funny...

hi recently so many tests and exams so kinda stress and busy.:( i have just finished my maths wat ca1 quiz soo darm easy lol say kea i bet even u can get full marks lol!<; let be tell you a very intresting thing happened to me today,hee hee!today before choir say kea and me was at the fourth floor of the school and we were playing and then i felt liked going to the toilet.you must be wondering now why so intresting about going to the toilet right.let me tell u wat happened...i went into the toilet and i was holding my wallet because my pocket already no space to hold then when i was about to pee suddenly i drop my wallet into the toliet bowl!!!!!and wat was so darm disgusting was that i still have picked up my wallet as i have my ez-link card inside i almost vomit.ehh!!!:( and then say kea could't stop laughing at me,ahh!and do you know what happened in the end i threw the wallet that costed me $33.90 alway.ahh such a waste but i don't dare to use it anymore already...

giving up...

hi guys recently i feel very tired studying and studying everyday.everyone thinks that i enjoy studying very much...but i dun really like to study i study because i need to study cause my mum will be angry with me if i cannot go express.sometimes i feeel like giving up not studying anymore i admit i like the feeling of being treated as a genius in my class i can feel it being the top student for the whole class.but 2 day i really feel very tire i dun feel like contuning anymore.my wishes always dun come true so why should care about it so much.i am so tire with my life nad i just want a person to take care of me and understands me who will always be there when i needed help who will always stands by me.when will that person arrive in front of me?

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new show

hi guys it have beeen a long time since i post.today i will like to introduce a show call(人间正道是沧桑) it is really quite a nice show it talks about the times in china where the the two parties are not ho la...and that show very dramatic.although it is a history drama it is not boring lol and it tells u the happy times and the bad times of china.plus the first esp already show the female lead in this show aborting heer own baby very cruel right?i also think so lol.so i think that's how the china people live i the best.also the ending song also very nice wo xian wo xian fei wo xian fei.i will post it to my blog ur all can listen to it.it's worth listening...:)

hi haven't post for a very long time lel...:)

hi guys sorry i haven't write for a very very long time lel as i am really too busy to write anyway...anywaythursday i we got back our report book.and u guess wat?my result very good lel i am just so proud of myself lol!~~;)my english got band 2 maths, Chinese,science, art all got band 1 lel pro right hahaha!this is the best results i ever got in my whole entire life.just so happy lol.2 morrow going 2 mylene house 2 do geography i very excited lol as 2 morrow say kea and i can practice our innocence song as we are going to sing that song during our choir camp.ahh i felt my life is getting better and i can totally forget my primary school life,yeah!!!!!!!!!!!:)also want 2 say that innocence song really very hard to sing very high lel i always break my voice lol hah but now i practice until i will not break my voice anymore and can sing very high wait till say kea hear me sing 2 me 2 morrow.she will be shock 2 death!:::)))~~
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my farking tution teacher...;(

i just hate my tution teacher she gave my some maths question to do and i dun know how 2 do she just didn't even teach she expect me 2 know ahh...she thinks i am a genius i hate her give me that kind of"i am stupid feeling'when i do not how to do something i felt very depressed sad,angry fruastrated and i just shouted at my mum.scolding her getting this tution teacher!;9but what the hell am i doing it's not her fault why am i scolding her i felt guilty.ahhh...what a bad day 4 me...:(

my new phone:lollipop

hi guys yeaterday my mum just brought me a new handphone it's the phone i like for a very long time guess wat?it is lollipop it's not the lollipop u eat and is the brand new LG handphone which is so sweet and adorable.i love it when the first time i seen it.the ringtones are so cute,the graphics are so nice and most of all the earpiece is white!!!;)and the front of the phone it lights up very pretty lights and u can design it ur self.i can't wait to see how my classmates reacts 2 morrow they will be so jealous.hahaha!:)i hold on to it and sleep the whole night i love it so much!;)

but i also discover how much i have change already,if u know me in primary school i am not a person who would spend so much money on handphones i use very cheap phones one.and now recess i always buy drinks and in primary sku i always drink plain water.maybe the earth have already change me...i am not me anymore.and i now is talking about kai li bad words,almost like bullying her i felt a bit guilty.why am i doing this?why am i learning from the people from 6H the way they treated me i tink maybe i just want revenge maybe i just felt too upset in the past so i want someone to put revenge on.i tink maybe i should stop although she is BAD but i dun to be like them.the people who hurted me so much...
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so happy lel

hi today now at mylene's house lel her house very nice lel and almost every room have air-con lol,very rich ju shi very rich la so envious lel!i never regret coming to her house.hehehehe!;)she is now lending me her family lAPTOP even her family laptop is so nice and her laptop i pink so cute.ahh so this is how the rich people rich sian why am i not a rich person,sian!

i am such a fool...;(

yesterday i have a dream about the day i took my psle results,suddenly that pain on that day came back.since that day i never really want to talk about this word anymore i don't want to see the thing again because when ever i see it i just remember what happen that day and my heart felt so pain and it makes me wanna cry.i am running away from the fact that i am a normal academic student i just do not want to face the fact.because i can't belive i am such a stupid person...i don't want to belive that i get such low marks for my psle.just 1 MARK I CAN GO EXPRESS!i can't belive the minute i took my results those hurting words from my teacher i felt that i wanna die.it's not fair why can't i go express just 1 mark only.this feeling it's like if the time goes back 1 more minute u can save yr beloved person.i don't even i can go express this year.maybe i already stop beliving myself.i just fake a smile infront of my friends so they won't see i am such a sad person.there's no one who totally understand me,people close to me think they understand but actually they no,they do not know my past,my thoughts,my mind.sometimes life can be so unfair when u work so hard to acheive something.they just dun let u get what u want.i don't wanna live in this world already,it's so cruel.and things happening recently just break my heart so much and if i cannot go express this year.i dun really feel like living anymore...it's just so heartbreaking...
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so angry!;(

hi guys sorry i have not written for such a long time,this week in our school is the imbc week in case u do not wat is it i will tell u now...it is call integration beyond the macpherson classroom and we listen to workshop talking abt workshop it is 2 day conducted by mrs chua ong.and i am very angry 2 day actually is 12 pm go home but we ended up going home at 2 plus,so angry u know!she sAY LOTS OF PEOPLE TALK but i didn't talk wat so why did i need 2 stay back,i even need 2 cancel my tution because of her,so angry and i got a big scolding from my mum!:(i won't forgive her!anyway,2 morrow we are going 2 the s'pore flyer so excited and 2 morrow is also kian li birthday lel!we will be holding a party at the singapore flyer 2 morrow she will be so happy to see that!and i wish her a happy birthday lol!;)2 morrow is the first time going 2 the s'pore flyer i am really very excited lel hope i will have a very enjoyable time 2 morrow and not ending up getting scolded by that mrs chua ong lol!that's all 4 today,going shopping lel,see ya!:)
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