results...

hi last time i said i will tell u my results right?ok let me tell u,ok la the meet-the -parent session the teacher kept telling my mum that i can do better never even praise me sianz..i top the whole class and top 3 for the whole school,not bad right?but still can much better lol:(now holiday lel,so happy,but so many holiday homework but luckily i about to finish lel!:)quite boring at home but got drama to watch.and can stay at home and rest.didn't 0ne always say:rest is to walk a further journey.so i will rest well,study well and play well too!:)so everyone enjoy your holidays!:)

sweetheart

離開

離開你，我會更好嗎?我會更不好嗎?
她想著。恐懼的情緒蔓延，一波一波如海浪般朝她洶湧而來，在情緒的海裡浮浮沉沉，滅頂的恐懼使她覺得自己快要無法呼吸。
然而她終於還是繼續整理手邊的行李。很多，很雜亂。像多年來盤根錯節的感情。當然是不捨，但是一直無法狠下心來修剪雜亂的枝枝葉葉的結果，終於讓横生的雜草，遮蔽住最後的一道光線。來不及了。
來不及了。當然是。他靜靜看著她打包著行李。他覺得，似乎應該開口說些什麼。但，終於還是沒有。他只是靜靜的，任時間流淌，任有形的無形的距離，割裂他們之間的感情。
感情就像是隔夜茶。剛沏好的時候，氣味芳香濃郁，味甘潤喉。她停下手邊的整理，喝了一口隔夜的茶。可過了一夜，冷了的茶，苦了澀了。就像心一樣。
心冷了。愛，也已經遠了。
就倒掉吧!

hi guys!:)

hi guys exam now over and holidays are coming can go shopping lel so happy!:)but the meet-the parent thing also coming lel this wednesday so afraid lol i scare miss wee will badmothed me lol.:(ahhh...now going to school dun need 2 study so good lol:)but many of my favourite teacher leave our school lel so sad!:(they include:miss huang,miss lim,miss shira.sianz all those good teachers leave those bad teachers dun leave so unfair lol.tommorow we are going to meet our new english teacher i got see her once during the exam period she looked darm fierce lol we are going to suffer lel so sad sianz...:(going to facebook now lel so byb for now!:)
sweetheart

白 : 保守中可爱，谦让的爱，活泼可爱 红 : 你的爱充满我心中，你的诚意我领受 蓝 : 贞操，仿佛见到你一样的喜悦，感谢你的好意 紫 : 得到我的爱，你一定会幸福，哀愁，嫉妒 黄 : 有你就幸福 粉红 : 倾慕，浪漫 桃红 : 希望获得芳心 ~风信子的花语为“只要点燃生命之火，便可同享丰盛人生”。这话正好道出了风信子的芳容和内涵。另外不同颜色的风信子有不同的花语，紫色的风信子代表悲伤、妒忌，淡紫色的风信子代表轻柔的气质、浪漫的情怀，白色的风信子代表纯洁清淡或不敢表露的爱，红色的风信子代表感谢你，桃红色的风信子代表热情，粉色的风信子代表淡雅清香，黄色的风信子代表我很幸福，蓝色的风信子代表高贵浓郁，深蓝色的风信子代表因爱而有些忧郁。

hurt...

maybe i still had hope or maybe is that i still haven't give up.today heard what b told me i felt total disappointed with A she actually stabbed me at the back. and why she bacame friends of me is because i am smarter than her and she is making use of me.i felt very hurt. actually i knew for a very long time but i just kept wanting to lied by myself that it was just my imagination.now,i knew everything,i had no more hope on her anymore. now i started to trust B more .anyway at choir today ms Anglia called me little girl so stupid lol and the whole choir is laughing at me felt so embarrassed. and she wanted us to test one of us one by one my heart kept beating very fast i was so darm nervous luckily i pass her test.today at school not bad had a talk about cyber wellness.not bad la,but 2 morrow i think will be very boring lol ms wee will kept talking about science.and we had to decorate the stupid noticeboard.sian,dun look forward 2 it lol.

sweetheart

at school

dun know wat to say lel now at school updating my blog d and t lesson teacher no thing 2 do so let us go computer lab so happy lol!:)but cannot go facebook lel so sad boring lol:(but at least got air-con haha!:)))results get back lel all not back la will u tell u more when i get my report book.byb 4 now!:)
sweetheart

this song very nice you can go listen...;)

one time by justin biber a very nice listen you should go listen and download lol!:)like this song so much!;)

one time

hi guys,i am back...

exam finally over so darm happy lol dun need 2 keep on studying so hard anymore but scare to get the results lol.but at leasts all exam over all already lel.now life getting more and more boring lel lol everyday on com do homework listen to mp3,go to school.ahh,no interesting things.miss jia en so much wish she can be in same school as me.that would never happen and i dun want to hurt her too,she too kind already,so pure and innocence....:(

ahh so stupid of me...:(

today i just had my science exam okay it was easier than i excepeted but i made a lot of careless mistakes lol the retort stand i spelled until retord stand one mark flew away already lel so pain of my heart!!and the 1 kg thing also lol.ahh but never mind at least most of the question si can answer so i think can past and get at lest a 60 plus la.so quite not bad already.don't think so highly of yourself so that you won't feel so sad when you get back your marks.one more maths paper 2 and the exam is over already,so happy lol.yeah.don't worry don't worry,don't worry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stress but happy...:)

now exam period so wish everybody gd luck lol!;)the only thing gd about exam is u can go home early!:)quite happy that she talk to me 2 day that means in her heart that's still a position for me.i think i am slowly forgiving me.that's the weakest pont in me i can't stay angry for very long.but she still hurt me very much maybe we will become friends again.but we never be the same as the past again...