hi guys these few days i was really sick but now about to recover lel!happy!^_^these few days i really think a lot...i decided to forget the past and start refresh again.the past were all bad memories so why should i remember?i will forget everything even those good ones,cos i am really tired liao...anyway sku abt to reopen liao so abt excited and a bit sad...dun know wat to feel la i misss my friendz can finally meet them liao happy!^_^
sweetheart

eager but scare...

hi want to reopen school lel how do u feel?scare?sad?angry?tired?well,i felt both eager and scare.i wish school to reopen but yet i am scare...;(when school reopens again i have to work very hard again so tired sianz...but i would like to meet my friends too,i miss them so much lol,dun u miss ur friends?anyway just finish tution so much homework lol...:( anyway anyone know what to bring on first day of school new books or old books?if u know please write at the tag board pls,thank you!:)that's all for now going to facebook lel,byb!:)
ps:do u all like the new background and flash box?
sweetheart:)

you know in secondary school is worse in primary school i really want to talk to you jia en:thank you for being my side when i need someone to talk to.thank you for being my friend when no else want to.thank you for not looking down on me when i get poor results.thank you for always being at my side.i really miss u so much.do u miss me?when i being left out in secondary school,i always think of you the times we had together the fun we had.do ou know in primary school u are the only person who remembered my birthday?i felt so touched when you said happy birthday to me.you know you are the only person who made me want to go school.i really hate school cause they are always bullying me making fun of me,teachers always scolding me for my poor results.made me dun want to go school.i told u that i enjoy my life in secondary school but i lied i did not enjoy at all i felt so stress,teachers and friends always expecting me to get gd results.i rather miss the feeling we had when we pass our science,it was so darm happy rite?i miss chatting with u,we always said jokes that was so funny that i cried.friends in secondary mostly that were all better in primary school but i do not have a single best friend that really understands me.i really miss u so much,but do u miss me?

omg i am so tired of studying i think i am going to go crazy soon.i know i have to work hard but i am really very tired sometimes i study untill i want to cry already.sometimes,i really feel like giving up fail then fail lol who cares?but my mum is expecting me to get good results and i dun want to let her down.i felt so tired of living i wish to die lol....:(

precious babes^-^

hi guys sorry i haven't update my blog for a very long time cos i am too lazy watching tv haha!:p did i tell i like to watch precious babes in chinese is shang ge niu ren yi ge bao.this show very nice lel!:)i can't wait to see it everyday lol.i like the femele lead lin hui xian cos i think she very preety lol she is my new idol now,surprise!:)anyway 2 morrow going to go watch toy story 3 in cinema i am quite looking forward to it yah!:)recently feel so stress lol felt like going to holiday and shut down my mind for a while.quick open school or else i am getting more and more lazy already...:(
sweetheart

You ask me how my day was as if it is same everydayI say that I'm okay but you really don't know how I feelDo you think I will be okay without you?Will you be okay without me?It is really hard to live in this world without youThat is why I blame myself for still breathingWhat should I do? Even now, I live these painful days because of what you saidTell me if this is a bad thing to doDo you live every single day painfully like me?You and me.Are we too late? Do not we have a chance?I still think about you and you might know thisIs it finally this? Are we going to end up like this? Is it okay with you?I don't think I can do it. The love that I found by meeting you, I wont find it anywhere else even if I dieWhat should I do? If it isn't you, no one else can be in my heartPlease hold me. And you know that even though the whole world would tryNo one can erase your memories. So please hold me.What should I do? Even now, I live these painful days because of what you saidTell me if this is a bad thing to doDo you live every single day painfully like me?You and me.Is it too late? Do not we have a chance?But me, I still think about you, and you might not know it.This are the lyrics from what shoild i do,jisun.just found this song really touuched my heart and want to share with someone really important in my heart.
sweetheart

holidays is u rest and become more and more lazy...

hi last no post lel too lazy to post haha really sorry...:)holiday still need 2 go back for choir practice i hate it lol...:(kept getting scold by mrs angila and kept doing the do re me fa so la ti do thing like primary kids like that so childlish lol...but what i like is the air-con very cold mrs angila also said like she is teaching a bunch of polar bears haha!funny rite?:)holiday homework about 2 do finish lel so dun need 2 worry about it anymore...now studying for the history test in term 3,i want to get good scores...and made my mum proud of me:)i will work very very very hard to made them happy.plus some good news to all ai fans ai will be playing on 7 pm on weekdays from july onwards happy rite i am so happy lol.i can't wait to see the show already lel can't we start now?and next week will be playing precious babes got guo shu xian so happy i like her very much so can't wait to see her role in precious babes.so that's all for 2 day,i gotta go study history now...i will update you very soon.see you soon,byb!
sweetheart:)