School sucks.I suck.

Going crazy...

LOng long time never update.Recently is exam ya which my brain is freaking busting...:(Luckily i get over with history and maths paper 1 which is quite easy.Vey worried for the upcoming science and maths paper 2.Really hope i can do we ll so i will have more options when i choose subjects next year.My class recently wanted to make a class tee shirt,which I think is just a plain waste of money.2B?Is not like i enjoy been in this class anyway.I know i am going to offend many people by saying this but i think 2B is really not good as it is not united at all.The people there are...What should i say?But since mrs tan wanted us to made then just follow her wish as i do not wish to see her waste money.Dun really think i will wear it.Waste of money...:(

Sha Sha

Recently the school bring the whole sec 2 to watch a drama performance at the esplanade called "sha sha".It is a show talking abt recently there's lots of teenagers commiting sucide.The show was very enjoyable and ineresting.I laugh a lot through the show basically the show is abt a girl who dig a hole in the sand and want to bury herself inside.She want to die cos her boyfriend breakup wif her so she think she don't want to live anymore.In the end she didn't die but she want to a place where it gathered people who want to commit sucide.When those person don't have the intention to die and have the courage to face life they will be free.There's a guan jia there to moniter everyone at that place and when they register themselves to the system they will have to die the same way they commited sucide.The girl sha sha saw many person facing lots of difficuites in life but they regretted dieing in the end they found they courage to live on so they are released.Sha sha herself also saw that life is not all abt love but there's much more to enjoy so she went back to earth too.THis show really made me think a lot.Although we may face lots of challenges in life but we should never ever give up cos life is very precious.When you die you will made those who love you sad.Is that what you want?I know that we all want to give up some pont in our life but whenever we have this intention.We should think about those who do not even have the chance to live and so we must buck up and be strong.

Regret

Regret.Everybody have regrets,we all wish that we can turn back the time and change the descision at that time.But this is reality cos we all know we can't turn back the time no matter how much we wish to.Sometimes i always think that if i chose that over that,what will be my fate?Will it be better?Or worse?Maybe it will be better...We won't know.The most important thing is that when you want to make a descion,follow your heart so that you won't regret next time in your life....

Life as we thought it will be

Sometimes we will never know how much a person meant to us until we lose him.

Forget everything and just look at the sky.

You will never know how you meant to me.

I wasn't crying,my eyes were sweating...

LALALALA

HI!I AM BACK from thailand!Super fun there,hope u guys enjoy yourself during the holidays too!Seriously thailand is a good place to go during the holidays,at there u can buy a lot of things as things there are very very very cheap!Plus the food there is great!So if u all have the time do visit there!:)So school is going to reopen soon,sianz no time to play lel!:(Btw i just watch a show called night market life and i really like a woman inside called fang qia qia.Although she's very bad but i think her acting skills are not bad and she's quite pretty!:DMaybe a lot of people really dun like to watch this kind of long drama although i dun like a show to be that long.But i do admire the actors and actresses inside as they need to act for so long so it will be very tiring.And i think their acting skills all are quite good so i will continue to support.Now channel 8 going to show a new drama called devotion by zoe tay,i think the actors and actresses inside all not bad and they the show looks nice.so maybe i am going to watch it!that's all for now.see ya!
sweetheart:)

Time flies

Hey yo!There's not much things to share today so i will just said what i did this week.
Monday~
Went shopping with jia en at bugis.Had a great day,there was lots of laugh...:)Brought one bottle of the faceshop nail polish costed me $2.90 quite cheap for such a shop.WaTCH kung fu panda 2,was really funny.Enjoy myself!:D
Tuesday
Went shopping wif my mum at vivocity.Now u must be wondering what went shopping for the entire week?Ok ya a bit but i did finish my holiday homework already,i am not lazy^-^My mum brought a pair of shoes,quite nice and cheap.Good day!
Wednesday
Went shopping with jia en again at NEX.Saw a cool shop there which sold a beautiful shirt god how wish i could buy it.Hate myself for spending so much money on useless staff last time.
Thursday
Stay at home do some homework and watch some TV,boring day
Friday
stay at home and watch tv same old boring day
Saturday(today)
Went to chinatown and ate steamboat,umm yummy!:pGoing to watch tv now ya so that's what i did for the entire week.
sweetheart:)

contented

Holidays are finally here!I am really so happy as i finally get time to rest and relax.Seriously i discovered studying is atually nothing.Today my dad went to wash his car and i was complaining so many homework to do and he told me that a lot of people in the world are suffering and i'm really complaining too much...As i watch the workers wash the car,i discovered how hard it is to wash a car.it may seem easy but it is not...you got to get dirty and sweaty and put in lots of effort to get a car wash.and you will feel so weak and tired as the cars keep coming and you got to wash non-stop.Compared to this studying is nothing,you just got to sit down and memorise and understand everything you are supposed to understand.Maybe you may said it is very tough and hard but compare to all those people working out there to earn a living,this is really nothing.I always com[plained i dun have these,i dun have that i felt that i will always not be contented.Which is very very bad....Sometimes we really ask for too much we always ask for more but we will never cherish what we have now.WE should learn to get contented and be thankful to what we got now...
sweetheart :)

i dun know you...

sometimes i really can't understand you
i feel like been good to you
but you always pushed me away from you
you always hurt me with your actions
when i hurt u back i felt guilty
maybe we should not be friends
or are we still?
i really dun know you...
sweetheart

New laptop

Hi guys,i have just brought a brand new laptop and it's my favourite colur,pink!:)I am really very happy cos this is the first time i have a new laptop,i used my own money to buy it and i really felt a great sense of achievement!:DExams are over now,my results are not really very good but also not too bad la so so so so lol,never mind let's work harder next time!jia you!Going to eat my beancurd now,more updates next time!:)
sweetheart

Touched

The channel 8 star awards has ended and the result somehow made me happy!:)
Let me tell u all why...firstly,pan ling ling got an award for best supporting actress in breakout.I was like darm touched when she went on stage and she nearly crying...I can never truly understand how she felt as waiting for 20 years for an award is really a long journey.I am really very proud of her and i hope that she will continue to work hard!:D But some awards were really like cold and you won't expect some people to be on stage.But still i congrats all winners and look forward to the next star awards!:)
sweetheart

ME

I hate this..
I hate being controlled at all times
I can't have the simplest things of all
My life is so terrible...
I am a very terrible person
So many troubles and how heartbroken am i.
I wish i was her,the power to have all those things.
Don't ask what's wrong with me
I hate that!
No one truly understand
and they never will
How much i have been suffering inside,they'll never know
I can't cry
i know i can't
but i do feel tired sometimes
I feel like crying at loud and screaming at the top of my voice
Trying hard all the times but you all will never see it
I hate myself

The show-lenka

I'm just a little bit caught up in middle life
life is a maze
And love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I tried and i don't know why
Slow it down,make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
Cause it's too much,yeah it's too much
To be something i'm not
I'm a fool out of love
Cause i just can't get enough
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i dun show it
I can't figured it out,it's bringing me down
And i know i got to let it go
And just enjoy the show!
sweetheart :D

Speech day sucks...

Speech day have just ended,it sucks!!!!!!!!!:(we have to wear that choir dress and go up and down on the stage and the worst thing is that i have to make up and wear that dress to take the prize by myself.Gosh,its so embrassing!:(((Luckily the worst day of the year have just ended,so relived!:)But now more and more troubles are coming in...Exams are coming....which is super scary!But no choice just have to face it.;(Plus lots and lots of homework!I am so stress and tired sia everyday test test test!!!I think maybe when exams are nearer cannot online so often lel,aiya!Sia!:( sweetheart

背叛

我多希望只是争吵，还能道歉和好。为什么？我不明白。。。我做错事了吗？我以为我们一直走过困难，早就相信彼此。我真的很失望。。。也再也不会相信你了。你只不过是一个失败的朋友，根本不值得我伤心。。。

I choose to be me...

Hi everyone,let me share with u all some happy news!:)First is i am going to recieved a award during prize giving day,very happy sia,first time receiving during prize giving day!:)Second maybe i am going to keep it a secret,i will tell u all next time...Hint:something to do with chinese.LALALA....That's all for today,tell u all more next time! sweetheart

Change

Hi everyone,i change my blogskins and songs and blah blah blah.Hope you all will like it!:)I know my blog is super dead and i haven't update for a super super long time.So thanks to all the people who have and come and read my posts.:D I will try to update more often.Today choir practice sucks,we ran the whole school and run up and down the staircase.It was super tiring...:(Exams are coming so must work very hard,jia you to everyone!:)
sweetheart

Breaking Dawn

You could run away from someone you feared,you could try to fight someone you hated.But when you loved the ones who was killing you, when doing so would hurt that beloved one?If your life was all you had to give your beloved,how could you not give it?If it was someone you truly loved?I don't know and i'll never know...~Breaking Dawn :)

Feelings,confused...

HI,it's been a super super super super long time since more active in facebook than blogging now...So if u wanna know more about me add me in facebook.:)k let's start by saying how this year changed for me.I went to express and i kinda get used to my life in there now,of course it's much harder there.but dun worry cos i can make it want...x)rencently i dun know if i have misunderstood or somehow i think someone like me...but i'm not really sure abt that...He is so friendly to me and he even tell me secrets that he didn't even tell his closest friend.and i found that very very weird...You might want to ask do i like him?i dun know cos i just know him only...but maybe i did like him for 0.01%.confused now....:I
sweetheart