ME

I hate this..
I hate being controlled at all times
I can't have the simplest things of all
My life is so terrible...
I am a very terrible person
So many troubles and how heartbroken am i.
I wish i was her,the power to have all those things.
Don't ask what's wrong with me
I hate that!
No one truly understand
and they never will
How much i have been suffering inside,they'll never know
I can't cry
i know i can't
but i do feel tired sometimes
I feel like crying at loud and screaming at the top of my voice
Trying hard all the times but you all will never see it
I hate myself