giving up...

trying to get into your heart,but i just can't go it.no mattar how hard i tried.when i gave your my heart you rejected it.i felt awful.sometimes i thought u could be mine.when u are with somebody i felt jealous.you ignored me.you may think that i do not care but atually i care very much what u think of me.only u i can think of giving be no.1 in class 2 u.but u dun care about me.and wat is we are gettting further and further away from each other...what happened?can u explain?or else i felt liked giving up...